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‘Keeping Up With the Kardashians’ Recap: Scott Disick Tells Kourtney Kardashian ‘If I Didn’t Have Those Kids I’d Kill Myself’

Paradise part two! The Kardashian ladies continued their vacation in St. Bart’s during the Sunday, January 3, episode of Keeping Up With the Kardashians, and there was max drama. Not only did Kylie Jenner and Tyga‘s nonstop PDA cause tension, Kourtney Kardashian‘s estranged baby daddy, Scott Disick, finally apologized to his family and came clean about what he’s been going through.

Kourtney Kardashian
Scott Disick admitted to Kourtney Kardashian on the Sunday, Dec. 20, episode of Keeping Up With the Kardashians that he considered suicide. JB Lacroix/Getty Images

Also important: Kourtney believes in mermaids. Like, she literally said the sentence, “There actually are real mermaids.” Do with that info what you will.

Kendall Third Wheels #Kyga

Kylie and Tyga sitting in a tree, K-I-S-S-I-N-G. These two couldn’t get enough of each other in St. Bart’s, and Kendall Jenner wasn’t thrilled. “I was really looking forward to being with Kylie on this trip, and it’s not even about Tyga, it’s that I know she’ll be taken away from me,” Kendall admitted.

Related: PHOTOS: Kardashian Family Vacation Album

At first, Kylie said that Kendall was “f–king annoying,” but she eventually apologized. “I have a lot of people to please, I have a lot of people to love me. I’m really wanted,” she told her sister. “I’m just kidding, but yeah, we should have sister time.”

“Sister time” ended up being a hike wherein Tyga mused about “that booty jigglin'” but uhhhh . . . cool.

Scott Moves On (With More Than One Girl)

Kourtney’s vacation was somewhat ruined when she heard Scott was chillin’ with random ladies in Mexico, but Khloe Kardashian had her back. “Scott is just jumpin’ around town with these random chicks and Kourtney is way flyer,” she said.

Luckily, Kourtney distracted herself with a sexy “revenge body” photo shoot and spent the rest of her vacation working on her fitness like Fergalicious.

Kim Subtle-Shades Rita Ora

Kylie revealed her red heart tattoo in St. Bart’s, which promoted a conversation about Tyga’s “Kylie” tattoo. The family seemed somewhat horrified by T’s ink, but Kourtney quipped, “As long as Kylie doesn’t get ‘Tyga’ we’re good.”

The conversation then inevitably turned to Rob Kardashian‘s Rita Ora tattoo, which Kim Kardashian said looks like a “huge cabbage patch” due to Rob’s weight gain. Yikes.

Scott Comes Home, and Comes Clean

The Lord sat down with Kourtney, Kim, Khloe and momager Kris Jenner for an emotional conversation about his erratic behavior. “I’ve apologized to Kourtney a hundred times, but I’ve never apologized to all of you for letting all of you down and embarrassing you guys,” he said.

Scott acknowledged that he needs to help himself, and said that his trip to Mexico came from a place of jealousy. “I was so jealous and scared that I chartered a plane and brought a bunch of people to Mexico that I don’t know to make myself feel better,” he said. “All it’s done is make myself feel worse.”

Scott Admits That He Considered Suicide

Scott revealed that he had “addiction issues,” and told his family just how hard it’s been. “You know how many times I wanted to come over and sit with you, and explain, and go through all the reasons of how I got here?” he said. “I’ve never been as unhappy in my life. It’s just terrible. If I didn’t have those kids, I would kill myself.”

Kourtney told Scott that she wants a dependable life partner, and it looks like there might be hope for their relationship. “I want to be able to be the man that you’ve always wanted,” Scott said. Anyone else tearing up?

Related: PHOTOS: Kim Kardashian's Pregnancy Style

Tell Us: Do you feel for Scott now that you know how much he’s gone through?

Keeping Up With the Kardashians airs on E! on Sundays at 9 p.m. EST.

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